Path of creating
Share I am not good at writing about my stuff. I was used to spit my emotion by writing when I was a teenage boy. Although I have lost the ability to do so. Several novels have been written in months, which are longer than my previous works. It’s hard to say anything about them. [...]......
戒
Share 戒不掉寂寞 戒不掉鬱燥 戒不掉失眠 戒不掉藥 死掉的人 便不需再治療 再戒掉 兇猛的喜怒哀樂 死掉的人 再不需治療 心靈的絕症......
Terrible July
Share I was in a terrible nightmare in July. I am sure that there is nothing troubling me in reality. Sometimes things just happen and it’s the way it is. I have been trying to stop taking the pill that i have been taking. I frequently tried and I failed every time. The pill undoubtedly [...]......
苦之道
Share 我害怕窮。這很奇怪。其實嚴格來說，我未嘗過真正的窮。我沒試過像街上的阿婆阿伯那樣拾紙皮、像新移民、南亞人士那樣躺籠屋，但我確實時常害怕自己落入貧窮。荀子說：「若夫目好色，耳好聽，口好味，心好利，骨......
Hell is in your mind
Share I never believe that there is a Hell where god is used to burn and trap us. I always feel that Hell is in my mind, in my soul and also my cell. When you are in a great sickness, Hell is where you are experiencing. Consciousness is always a battlefield for human beings. [...]......
歸來記
Share 每一次大病，我都對這世界有更深的體會。上一次大病是大約兩年之前，病好以後，我便決定跟當時的女友分手。極大的痛苦，時常都令我看清楚自己、旁人，或這個世界。我們時常以為自己活在這個世界，其實不然。病的......
中毒
Share 星期日凌晨四五點的時候，胃很痛，起來去廁所，拉了一堆全是水的東西。以為只是一般的吃錯東西，回房躺的時候胃仍一直在痛。吃了兩顆胃藥，情況沒有好轉，痛楚還一直加強，不停作嘔和吐瀉，痛得連走路都沒有力。......
The 20th birthday
Share My birthday passed two days ago, I was quite busy this week so I did not have time for writing down some thoughts. Actually I had a difficult and complicated time in this year which is totally different from the past few years. It’s not purely painful, it’s bitter. Having a year wh......
Fallen function and the sacrificed desire
Share Few days ago I have announced that the new comment system has been installed to Journalist. That is really a cool and convenient function indeed, unfortunately i discovered that my recent record on google search engine is crashed. I guess that is because of the plugin. If I keep using this p......
